What do you do when you cant turn back time

Dicky passed away last Saturday (020906). Al-Fatihah~ Like damn sedih ok. I cried mase kt masjid before the funeral. He selalu ingatkan people that time's a valueble thing. Sangat benar. Paling saddening bila teringat what he said to me when I was grounded, something like "Cepat2 la grow up, nanti I can take you out." And me being the demanding girl that I am, balased "Take me on a cruise!". Boooo lah. And I called him Dick walaupun he hated it. Sigh. Oh I really hope what had happened can change me into sembayanging 5 times a day. Selalu kurang ok.

Anyway, I missed school today. Terpaksa pulang ke kampung kerana my mommy's uncle passed away (too). Sigh (again). Al-Fatihah~ (again, eh this one is good for you too ok). So I didnt pass up my PEKA report today. Hopefully Daisy tak membebel esok. Im too lazy for anything right now. So goodbye. And oh, boys are liars.