When you belong

Today I woke up to a sms yang menceriakan hati from Alan. I knew it was going to be a handsome day=P Anyway. The only reason I went to school today was to prove a point to my dad. And I did! And it worked! Daddy saw how dull the school was this morning (to be honest, everyday pun dull at Seafield) and told me that I dont have to waste my time schooling. Well it didnt sound as cool as that la (see I'm so cool I made my dad's words cool). But thats what he meant.

Izzh wasnt around. KECEWA. Well semalam I wasnt around too. So macam equal okay. First we had physics in the physics lab. I thnk I failed my physics. I thnk?? I know! Eventhough belum total up everything. But I didnt study and theres no way to pass with all those confusing machine related to gas pressure and annoying images of a measuring tool which I have no clue to even create a crappy name for. Halfway through physics I turned to Nabil and blurt out "Er apa nama cekgu ni weyh?" and made Shahedza laugh. But its not like those typical sincere laugh you have to hold your tummy as a pointless way to stop it or anything. Just a smirk and a lil chuckle. And Nabil was all "Ya Allah, Pn Goh la". I continued staring at the manmade Keratan Rentas Mata Manusia and wondered which idiot had all the time in the world to carefully cut the polystrene and paint them. What annoys me more is that its a bloody physics lab. Why would you have such chart (in Malay sumore) there?? Before Mervin went to sleep, he said something about supporting my hunt for leng chai(s). Mervin youre a true (metrosexual) friend. Bah! And ok wtv that had happened today adalah rahsia saya Nabil and Shahedza. Maka Mervin tidak perlu tahu siapa conteng tangan beliau dengan liquid paper ketika beliau tidur.

After that we had Math class. Pn. Ng was pissed that people keep coming in without knocking. And she was all "Eh why you enter never knock? You think its like your house ah?" and I was like "But I thought school is our second home!" in a low tone so that she wont be all like "And you Miss, why you never came to school for Math exam paper". Hehe. Before she left (Ya Allah perempuan ni nak blah pun sempat lagi) she was advicing us (us as in the loser bunch. not the dorky duo), "Actually Math its not hard to get A1. You just have to be hardworking". WTH WOMAN. When I pointed it out, Nabil was histerically laughing (with the tummy holding phase and all!) he made my day. I really enjoyed the silence we had when we were walking together. I MEAN NABIL IS FOREVER TALKING, SO I REALLY APPRECIATE THE SILENCE. And it'll prolly be our last since I'll be shifting and Im fairly sure things will never be the same again.

Biology was fine. We entered the lab and everyone was like crowding Pn.Daisy's table to get their exam paper. I was also annoyingly eager. And Nabil and Shahedza dah dapat theirs so they left. I was like "Teacher me teacher. Hanis" and Daisy's immediate response was "But you didnt sit for the paper." OH BODOH. Sampai dah lupa ponteng paper ape susah ar.

Me and Iz, Im going to miss her the most, went around the school in search of Pn.Chin. We had few good laughs especially masa I continued talking and walking and the same time. Habes cakap, tengok2 dia jauh di belakang. Lalu secretly ashame of myself. Lol. Oh and Ustazah Bushrah made me choose, I got an A (80%!) for agama but since I tak datang for the second paper, she said its either a TH or a 40% (kene bahagi dua pulaaak). I chose TH (hell I hate choices). While I was walking around the school alone, I'd realise, maybe I dont want to shift school. Maybe I dont care about fake highschool friends. Maybe this is where I belong. You know you belong somewhere when:

1) People dont make a big deal out of your presence.

2) Youre just an everyday face.

3) You start walking alone around the place thinking that maybe you do belong.

BAH! CRAP! I NEED A NEW START.

I dont feel like highlighting any words today except sms yang menceriakan hati. So umm yeah. Wtv.