So I guess this is a goodbye

Hahah I bloody love that sentence lah (refer post title). Its been so/too long since I last updated so umm yeah. Blank blank blank. HAPPY NEW YEAR. NO. BETTER. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA. Just for the record I nak buat macam time frame yang selalu wujud dalam buku sejarah tu lah. Fortunate events towards my end of year. Macam keling/sial je ayat. Tidak mengapa. Teruskan.

4 Nov-Thaqif's open house. Izzh's open house(i sukaaa gather gila ramai). Marya's open house. Met Rahim. Talked to him for the first time. Bladi hel this guy has a pair of smiling eyes. Missed Ozri's open house. Sorry Timothy Ozri.

5 Nov-Azim's open house. Dragged Fatin along. Met him for the first time. At his house. Haha. Went to his room. YES. Rahim made a "Eh baju semalam" comment. Haha bladi hel la this dude. Cannot see me happy. *Smack him with the nearest heavy object.

10 Nov-Urban Slosh. Azim sponsored. TEEE HEEE HEEE MUKA TERUJA. Went with Marya and the girls and of course, Azim. Rahim pun ada!

18 Nov-Siapa punya open house sumpah lupa.

19 Nov-Wanis's open house. Dragged Azim(mamat ni lagi) along. WANIS TAK AJAK YOU WEH SEBENARNYER. HAHA. Met her mmm (ape ah word tuh) brother. Ahh yes.. rebel sikit brother. Haha. Gila splashed Coke kat tetamu VIP. Later we went to Kopitiam. I BELANJA MILO BLENDED. MALAH, I YANG BUAT FOR HIM. Daddy sent him home. Nampak orang accident on the way. Gaduh kejap wether orang yang jatuh motor tuh budak kecik ke rempit. Dua2 kalah. My dad menang.

Days went on and on with jamming, outing, shopping(!), dating and working.

IVE DATED MY LOCAL ADAM BRODY. EXS OHS=)

Siblings day out! Woweeeeee happiness.

Somewhere in between I met Ayeem (that bloody cute bassist I have a crush on) at La Floresta (according to Nyna. cheyy name tempat first kitorang jumpa romantik weh. padahal kedai guitar. bagus).

Ada juga jumpa Luke this hols.

AND OMG JUMPA TERSEREMPAK FARAH ARD DEKAT SYED. Masa breakfast. Syg you sumpah terer buat muka terkejut. Hugs.

Kerja jual rokok.

Oh dapat gaji gila barbie shopping dengan The Best Shopping Girlfriend, Farrah.

Memeris masa sleepover rumah Dian (somewhere arnd December just like the rest. Lupa dates lah. Yang opn houses tuh boleh ah buat time frame sbb ade kt phone nyer organizer) Heh=B Selamba bangun tengah malam, lapar. Buat muka can-i-cook-your-maggie-in-your-kitchen. Emperor (darn this cat gila gemuk like the tuan)teman kami tidur sial. Bangun pagi taknak balik. Maka paksa Wani belanja. Went jamming. Poor Fath cudnt tag along kerana berada di JB. Note to self: Sila ingat nama kampung beliau iaitu Majidi. Bukan Maidin. Atau SEMUA NAMA LAIN YANG DIAN TEKA. Terutama nama2 tempat/lombong kat Melaka dan Pahang.

Oh one time Fath ade putuskan my Tom (Tom is my guitar. bukan mamat maisepes tuh) so dia repairkan. Went to her house before going to work and picked up my Tom (Tom is my guitar. bukan mam eh eh ulang) SHE GAVE ME A FLUFFY PLAYBOY BUNNY EARS. XOXO. Oh yes imma list out hadiah2 yang i dapat frm loved ones this year (sebab ada lah makhluk2 *coughleannacoughhafiizcough* yang akan tanya balik ape diorunk bagi konon nak test memory).

Daddy, shopping spree and ChocIndulgence. Mommy, cash. Khairi and Imran, giant hugable Patrick Star. Leanna (the person I was coughing about), CK perfume. Dian, fancy masqurade mask. Hafiiz (the other person I was coughing about), Spongebob notepad (HELEH BELI KAT BOOKSHOP SEKOLAH). Nabil and Aida, life-size Patrick (share sial nak bagi. tapi memorable sebab Nabil letak kat luar rumah when I was at work). Fath, fluffy playboy bunny ears. Azim, Urban Slosh ticket. Oh Lisa, Susan Juby's second novel. Fatin, MNG pants! LAGI SIAPA EH??? OH TU JE. THNKYOUALLILOVEYOUMUCHASFORTHERESTGOODBYEKEDEKUT. Heh=B

HAPPY NEW YEAR. SAD OLD YEAR. GOODBYE.

I'll make another blog when I make another blog. Alaarh ayat ni macam ayat bodoh yang Ill see ya when I see ya ke ape tah babi. So its over okay. No more blogging. This is my last post for this address which Timothy gelakkan sebab the word belogsaya.blogspot hahah. LOVED ONES (ESPECIALLY MY BUNNIES AND NABIL AND IZZAH), TALK TO ME WHENEVER YOU NEED TO. ILL BE THERE FOR YOU. BYEBYE MUCH LOVE. ILL MISS YOU PEOPLE. YES YOU. I ALREADY AM. PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH (THIS IS VERY TYPICAL BUT VERY TRUE). HAVE A GREAT YEAR. SO I GUESS, THIS IS A GOODBYE. CHEY AMENDE NAK GUESS2 PLAK. MEMANG PUN. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. SLOPPY YES.

No seriously, sorry for everything. My grammar, tatabahasa, anything yang kecilkan hati you guys, anything I lupa nak mention, penggunaan word babi yang excessive, dan perkara yang mengaibkan anda serta kaum keluarga anda.

Assalamualaikum.

Whoo Hoo!

This is major omg that I just have to get my lazy arse right here to do this (post). But too bad I'm so not into crapping so I'll just copy paste my conversation history with Azim since I pratically tell him everything. {Insert recent conv histroy with Azim here}. I remember spending time at Fatin's crib just staring at her class picture=P Anyway our plan A untuk memindahkan sekolah Azim where he kene talk heart to heart dengan the dad and guna mata menggoda dan kawal temper TIDAK MENJADI. So we've come up with plan B. Which involves my parents pulak ahsieoekfl. Hahah. Lets just pray boy. Lets just pray.

Whats your ugliness

YOU KNOW WHAT? ILL COME BACK TO THIS POST AND UPDATE A LITTLE BIT AND REPOST IT. CURRENTLY I'VE BEEN SUPER BUSY WITH WORK AND SUCH. OH SOCIALLY BUSY TOO=)) I HAVE LOADS TO WRITE ACTUALLY. BUT YEAH.

What I love about them

I went to Fatin's house yesterday. BERAYA BEB. Well sort of. My main objective was to check out my kitten, Dolly, yang berada di bawah jagaan beliau. But of course, being the lemon that I am, I called her earlier suruh dia prepare kueh raya siap2. BTW Fatin tak pandai buat air. Thx. Btw she gave MNG pants as my bday gift. Double thx=)

Hussein (longlost hot cousin yang reunite last raya) and I were talking earlier about getting together this school hols. Get some coffee, his treat (I secretly hate coffee but he doesnt need to know that), wooohoo. I hope our plan on going to Spore this hols jadi ok. Harap2. Anyway, we also talked about relationship and such. And he was advicing me not to waste my time if I'm not interested in some guy. And we were discussing my Sometimes the best relationship is none quote. Not to forget our beauty regime=P I just love talking to him. He's soo..sooo.. whats that word I'm looking for again?? Ah yess.. gentle. Or is it wise? Polite? Nah its actually, hot. Ok wtv. Oh I love his accent! Super sexy BM accent. Especially when he says "Datang rumah saya la", it felt like I can go there and live there taw! Im looking forward to meet his other sibs too. Especially Nona! Bah this Saturday banyak gila open houses. But you can never get too many open houses. And duit raya. And.. yeah.

Down at the Kopitiam, Ive found out something new about one of mommy's employee.

List of reasons why I think Ricky is gay:

1) His name is Ricky.

2) He owns more than 2 pairs of real-tight-at-the-butt jeans.

3)He wears real-tight-at-the-butt jeans, everyday.

4)His physical contacts with other male employee says it all.

5) His name is Ricky. Wait. That says it all, too.

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When you belong

Today I woke up to a sms yang menceriakan hati from Alan. I knew it was going to be a handsome day=P Anyway. The only reason I went to school today was to prove a point to my dad. And I did! And it worked! Daddy saw how dull the school was this morning (to be honest, everyday pun dull at Seafield) and told me that I dont have to waste my time schooling. Well it didnt sound as cool as that la (see I'm so cool I made my dad's words cool). But thats what he meant.

Izzh wasnt around. KECEWA. Well semalam I wasnt around too. So macam equal okay. First we had physics in the physics lab. I thnk I failed my physics. I thnk?? I know! Eventhough belum total up everything. But I didnt study and theres no way to pass with all those confusing machine related to gas pressure and annoying images of a measuring tool which I have no clue to even create a crappy name for. Halfway through physics I turned to Nabil and blurt out "Er apa nama cekgu ni weyh?" and made Shahedza laugh. But its not like those typical sincere laugh you have to hold your tummy as a pointless way to stop it or anything. Just a smirk and a lil chuckle. And Nabil was all "Ya Allah, Pn Goh la". I continued staring at the manmade Keratan Rentas Mata Manusia and wondered which idiot had all the time in the world to carefully cut the polystrene and paint them. What annoys me more is that its a bloody physics lab. Why would you have such chart (in Malay sumore) there?? Before Mervin went to sleep, he said something about supporting my hunt for leng chai(s). Mervin youre a true (metrosexual) friend. Bah! And ok wtv that had happened today adalah rahsia saya Nabil and Shahedza. Maka Mervin tidak perlu tahu siapa conteng tangan beliau dengan liquid paper ketika beliau tidur.

After that we had Math class. Pn. Ng was pissed that people keep coming in without knocking. And she was all "Eh why you enter never knock? You think its like your house ah?" and I was like "But I thought school is our second home!" in a low tone so that she wont be all like "And you Miss, why you never came to school for Math exam paper". Hehe. Before she left (Ya Allah perempuan ni nak blah pun sempat lagi) she was advicing us (us as in the loser bunch. not the dorky duo), "Actually Math its not hard to get A1. You just have to be hardworking". WTH WOMAN. When I pointed it out, Nabil was histerically laughing (with the tummy holding phase and all!) he made my day. I really enjoyed the silence we had when we were walking together. I MEAN NABIL IS FOREVER TALKING, SO I REALLY APPRECIATE THE SILENCE. And it'll prolly be our last since I'll be shifting and Im fairly sure things will never be the same again.

Biology was fine. We entered the lab and everyone was like crowding Pn.Daisy's table to get their exam paper. I was also annoyingly eager. And Nabil and Shahedza dah dapat theirs so they left. I was like "Teacher me teacher. Hanis" and Daisy's immediate response was "But you didnt sit for the paper." OH BODOH. Sampai dah lupa ponteng paper ape susah ar.

Me and Iz, Im going to miss her the most, went around the school in search of Pn.Chin. We had few good laughs especially masa I continued talking and walking and the same time. Habes cakap, tengok2 dia jauh di belakang. Lalu secretly ashame of myself. Lol. Oh and Ustazah Bushrah made me choose, I got an A (80%!) for agama but since I tak datang for the second paper, she said its either a TH or a 40% (kene bahagi dua pulaaak). I chose TH (hell I hate choices). While I was walking around the school alone, I'd realise, maybe I dont want to shift school. Maybe I dont care about fake highschool friends. Maybe this is where I belong. You know you belong somewhere when:

1) People dont make a big deal out of your presence.

2) Youre just an everyday face.

3) You start walking alone around the place thinking that maybe you do belong.

BAH! CRAP! I NEED A NEW START.

I dont feel like highlighting any words today except sms yang menceriakan hati. So umm yeah. Wtv.

What makes your star sign so important to me

I'm a proud libran. Know more about me. Right here=P

LIBRA

From web1, Perfect Partners: Gemini, Aquarius

Nearly Perfect Partners: Leo, Sagittarius

Like Minded Souls: Libra

Opposites You're Attracted To: Taurus, Pisces

Learn From Your Differences: Virgo, Scorpio

Not Your Destiny: Cancer, Capricorn

Astrological Hell: Aries

From web2, General personality traits of a typical Libran: Positive: Artistic gila betol doh, romantic and loving, a champion of good causes, intellectual, a good friend, strongly held beliefs, charming tau sangat, sincere, a sense of fairness, excellent arbitrator ape ni cam vibrator and communicative.

Negative: Moody or sulky, flirtatious, egotistical, vain opocot cam betul, manipulative, overbearing and indecisive gila.

From web3, Symbol: The Scale

Element: Air

Positive Character Traits:Peace-loving, gentle, sociable, humorous.

Negative Character Traits:Easily confused, dislike making choices, un-ambitious

Weak Areas of the body:Lower back, haunches, bladder agak betul lagi, kidneys, pancreas

Favourite Foods:Indian or Mexican food

Star Colour:Pink or Green

Best Job:Lawyer cita2 mase kecik doh, employment agent, decorator

What You Spend Money On:Home, hobbies, outings.

Flower for the Sign:Acanthus, lotus and wild flowers

I got these from three different webbie. I find webbie no.3 very interesting (and true!) so I really want to share the rest with you guys. Read on=)

Aries (March 21 - April 20)

Symbol: The Ram

Element: Fire

Positive:Courageous, determination, competitive, sociable, will die for loved ones, helpful

Negative:Overly competitive, impulsive, stingy, unaware of the feelings of others, does not listen.

Weak Areas of the body: Head, eyes, face, lips, upper teeth, hair

Favourite Foods:Hot and spicy food, onions, radishes, garlic

Star Colour:Crimson or Carmine

Best Job:Policeman, teacher, engineer

What You Spend Money On:Socializing, sports, friends

Flower for the Sign:Honeysuckle

Taurus (April 21 - May 21)

Symbol: The Bull

Element: Earth

Positive:Patient, reliable, loyal, intelligent, ambitious, very loving, good in cooking.

Negative:Resists change, afraid of risk, eccentric, embarrasses easily, boring person, slow.

Weak Areas of the body:Cheeks, neck, throat, lower teeth, vocal chords, nose

Favourite Foods:Home-cooked food, peaches, fruit puddings

Star Colour:Emerald or Pink

Best Job:Chef, designer, builder

What You Spend Money On:Home, garden, singing lessons

Flower for the Sign:Rose

Gemini (May 22 - June 21)

Symbol: The Twins

Element: Air

Positive:Quick witted, analytical, intuitive, sociable, versatile, fast and stimulating.

Negative:Demands variety, neurotic, unable solve own problems, curious, easily bored, gossiper.

Weak Areas of the body:Shoulders, arms, wrists, hands, brain, pupils, tongues

Favourite Foods:Pasta, seafood, light meals

Star Colour:Yellow or Checks

Best Job:Journalist, telephone operator, accountant

What You Spend Money On:Clothes and Gadgets

Flower for the Sign:Rose, poppy, violet, foxglove, vine and clover

Cancer (June 22 - July 22)

Symbol: The Crab

Element: Water

Positive:Sensitive, caring, sentimental, supportive of family, imaginative, sympathetic, protecting.

Negative:Stubborn, overly suspicious, dwell too much on the past, overly cautious, cranky, irritating.

Weak Areas of the body:Breasts, chest, stomach

Favourite Foods:Risotto, poultry, pudding with custard

Star Colour:Silver or White

Best Job:Pension planner, child care provider, store owner

What You Spend Money On:The family, travel, entertainment

Flower for the Sign:Rhododendron and cactus

Leo (July 23 - August 23)

Symbol: The Lion

Element: Fire

Positive:Responsible, ambitious, determined, generous, lively, friendly.

Negative:Workaholic, higher spender, irritable, uncaring, boastful, cold hearted when upset.

Weak Areas of the body:Back, heart, solar plexus

Favourite Foods:Smoked salmon, exotic fruits, Chinese food

Star Colour:Gold or Orange

Best Job:Movie star, executive, diamond merchant

What You Spend Money On:Car, clothes, perfume, jewellery

Flower for the Sign:Lily of the valley, lavender, orchid and gladiolus

Virgo (August 24 - September 23)

Symbol: The Virgin

Element: Earth

Positive:Modest, honest, disciplined, attention to detail, sensitive, loyal, charming, health concious.

Negative:Shy, potentially hurtful through words, untidy, moody.

Weak Areas of the body:Abdomen, intestines, nerves, skin

Favourite Foods:Pizza, quick and easy meals

Star Colour:Autumn colours

Best Job:Writer, programmer, nurse

What You Spend Money On:Books, music, videos, medicine

Flower for the Sign:Pinks, rushes and pimpernels

Scorpio (October 24 - November 22)

Symbol: The Scorpion

Element: Water

Positive:Hardworking, honest, passion for life, loyal, sensual.

Negative:Overly suspicious, jealous, vindictive, secretive, moody, sadistic.

Weak Areas of the body:Reproductive organs

Favourite Foods:Soups, chicken, steak

Star Colour:Cherry or Plum

Best Job:Doctor, soldier, business person

What You Spend Money On:Travel, music equipment, camera

Flower for the Sign:Pansy and ivy

Sagittarius (November 23 - December 21)

Symbol: The Archer

Element: Fire

Positive:Loves change, modern, humourous, full of enthusiasm, sensual, very happy.

Negative:Needs freedom, tactless, fears responsibility, impatient, argumentative.

Weak Areas of the body:Hips, thighs, sciatic nerve, liver

Favourite Foods:Fresh fish, exotic fruit and vegetables

Star Colour:Royal blue or Purple

Best Job:Travel agent, golf pro, broadcaster

What You Spend Money On:Sports equipment, your friends

Flower for the Sign:Marigold, nasturtium, sunflower and cyclamen

Capricorn (December 22 - January 20)

Symbol: The Goat

Element: Earth

Positive:Ambitious, prudent, hardworking, responsible, realistic but high standards, gives good advice.

Negative:Too serious, overly ambitious, slow to forgive, egotistical.

Weak Areas of the body:Knees, bones, joints, teeth, beard, body hair, skin conditions

Favourite Foods:Chicken, lamb chops, light desserts

Star Colour:Black, Brown or Grey

Best Job:Banker, publisher, theater owner

What You Spend Money On:Home, travel, investments

Flower for the Sign:Orchids and buttercups

Aquarius (January 21 - February 19)

Symbol: The Water Carrier

Element: Air

Positive:Independent, sociable, imaginative, caring, thoughtful, good communicator, loyal.

Negative:Eccentric, stubborn, rude, too curious about others.

Weak Areas of the body:Calves, ankles, blood pressure, circulation

Favourite Foods:Mexican foods, anything "different"

Star Colour:Neon colours, Electric blue

Best Job:Inventor, astrologer, computer designer

What You Spend Money On:Astrology books, computers, tools

Flower for the Sign:Cornflower, snowdrop, lily and narcissus

Pisces (February 20 - March 20)

Symbol: The Two Fishes

Element: Water

Positive:Capable, efficient, sympathetic, intuitive, creative, understanding, romantic, gentle.

Negative:Chaotic, muddled, bossy, self-pitying and blaming.

Weak Areas of the body:Feet, mental state, lymph glands

Favourite Foods:Fish, pies, home cooking

Star Colour:Sea blues and greens

Best Job:Artist, musician, tarot reader

What You Spend Money On:Travel, objets d'art, psychic fairs

Flower for the Sign:Water lily and poppy

See? Banyak betul information kan? Bagus Hanis. I feel like underlining yang tepat and so I will. And I did! Great.

When bestfriend is not just a myth

I'm home alone tonight. Im very sure I've locked all the doors. Not all the windows though. But its okay. Lisa had just left. Wait. Betul ke ayat ni? Lisa had just leave. Lisa has just left. Lisa had only leaf. Lisa has just leaving only. Choose yourselves which want you feeling like right to uses. Haha. We (me, Iz and Lisa) did our addmath project together. Did it together. Not SIAPkan it together kaaan. Good. Iz showed me her Local Louis Steven on Myspace and I showed her my brand new (minus the brand new smell sorry) life-size Patrick. Lisa felt left out so she showed us all her addmath jawapan. Eh takder takder. Haha we paksa-ed her. They habeskan ALL my kueh raya (cheh tulis ALL macam display banyak je padahal sorok yang sedap), not showing any concern towards their tummy size. Oh theres this one time me, Fath and Dare were in the toilet. I was tying my hair and my baju was like ternaik? Haha. So Fath was like OMG lawa gila perut kau. And Dare was like Weyyh (amazed or was it jealous? I've decided on jealousy because it was more interesting) and she stopped. The next thing I know they were showing their tummies to my face. Not exactly, but it felt like it. We were at the public toilet fyi (kot2 ada yang bodoh among you people who reads my blog yang ingat we all dalam tandas my house yang kecik tuh sempit2 tunjok2 perot) in front of the mirrors=0 Hish terpesong.

Today is Lisa's birthday! Im so proud of you (of what I also dont know but it seems like the right thing to say) my girl! We went to a little dinner party last night, her treat as always. It didnt turn out as planned because other girls had things that got in the way and they couldnt make it. Not as planned, even better. Well at least for me it is as I wouldnt want to spend the evening with some people I dislike and Lisa (who had 200++ to spend) would have less people to spend money on=P So yes, expectedly, we ordered like bunch of fat losers. I got the Tgif people to sing her bday song. And they did. Lisa chose the backward birthday song and their faces turned teruja gila. When its time to sing they turned their backs to her and nyanyi the normal birthday song. HAHA LAWAKNYER (roll eyes). They sure did hire some funny people to work there. As a bday treat, they gave her a super delicious choc cake which later she bungkuskan for me (angelic act ar Lisa). Oh and they made her create a speech in like 5 seconds for every single chinese person there to dengar. And she did. Standing on a chair. Im so proud of you. OHHH SO THIS IS THE RIGHT TIME TO SAY THAT. HAHA. Later we went to Cold Storage to get some Evian supplies. Then off to MPH. She got me Susan Juby's third novel. I've read the first one (Leanna bagi as last year's bday gift) and it was awesome. So sekarang I need to buy the second one, Miss Smithers, yang cume dijual di Kinokuniya. Sigh. Anyway I got her THE SECRET LIFE OF HOLLYWOOD. Mahal. I know her too well, its the wallpaper-like cover and the word Hollywood which got her attracted sangat. Hadoih.

Lisa and the FUNNY Tgif crew.

All hail the black boxes.


This is truly BFF. Love.

When we appreciate little things in life

What is it with me? I feel the urge to blog when I'm offline and vice versa. Its plain disturbing. And I'm aware that I blog for my own sake. Not yours, not his, not hers, but mine. This blog is like a not-so-private-journal I'd like to keep for some time. Prolly until I have a daughter (bak kata Izzh, berangan taknak kalah) and after that boleh tell her about (my) life and things to expect. Oh Im thinking about naming my first doter, Sashabella and the second one Audylia. LAUGH LAUGH. Ish ish ish. To my daughter (ye gelak sumore), if you're reading this, dont laugh like the others. Haha. ANYWAY. IM NOT HERE FOR THIS SHIT. IM HERE TO UPDATE. BALDI HEL.

Two days before Raya eve:

I woke up at 12 something. Didnt sahur. Saw Leanna still snoring sleeping with Kak Pah (giraffe soft toy) on her face. Continued to sleep=P Gila babi hutan. Woke up (again) at 1.36p.m. Sumpah takder laki nak buat bini. LEANNA STILL SLEEPING. So I read my super fav Sue Limb's piece for the fourth time=) Bla3. Leanna woke up (like freaking finally). I climbed out of the bed resembling a graceful hippopotamus. And greeted her. After that we had a loooooooooooooooooooooong talk about everything. Catching up I guess. We talked about our childhood. When there were only Leanna, Hanis and Khairi. Sangat close okeh we three. And then we talked about Benny! And other soft toys we all pernah ada. And tiba2 tersedar that mase we all kecik selalu beli the same thing but diff colour. AND SHE SELALU AMBEK ANYTHING PINK. So I always ended up with something blue, green and worse, yellow. BENNY WAS YELLOW. We talked about haih banyak sangat la. Sampai nak buka ke hape. This is the life.

One day before Raya eve:

Update esoklah.

When youre one year older. Wiser=P

OK. LETS SEE.. IM SUPER DUPER BLANK RIGHT NOW.

Where to start.. where to start..

IM OFFICIALLY 16 ON THE 9TH.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Early in the morning, mommy gave me the unexpected birthday kiss. Cuba teke kenapa unexpected?? MESTILAH GW BELUM MANDI. Hewew:P We (me Alisya Khairi Hafiiz Imran) went to the park near Msjd Bsr. Basically we did nth there. Bajet sight-seeing. Keh3. We sang beday song and ate Choc Indulgence. This was the surprise my dad gave me. Sumpah tak expect. My frnds werent there (bloody typical). The next day Leanna's friends came. And ate all my Choc Indlgnce leftovers. And sang me beday song=) Khairul pun ada! Dah lamaa dah nak jumpa him. He kept wanting to snap pics with me (bloody typical) haha. And so we did. Hes super funny, I cant can talk to him forever. Leanna gave me CK perfume! Mwah. I got giant Patrick from bros. Hafiiz gave me Spongebob notepad he bought from his school's bookshop. VERY THOUGHTFUL. My dad put my iPod nano on hold (which is a good thng as I'd love to come up with something better to ask) and gave me a shopping spree instead. The one I called Shopping Untuk Shopping Raya. Get it? Lol. When I type out LOL, Im not actually laughing out loud, am I? Tyn mungkin:P Moving on.

My little monsters at the park.

I went to Midv yesterday. Did some shoe shopping, baju melayu shopping for the boys, kebaya shopping for Alisya and food shopping for everyone=) Anyway, we searched Nose and Prettyfit but found nothing. So we went to Vincci and like banyak gila design, leaving me spoilt for choice. When I was trying out some shoes, theres this jerk was like staring at me? No, worse. My legs! Just when I havent been shaving (not tht I need to, but its the 'in' thing whaat), wearing the smelliest socks, and wearing shorts. Bloody jerk. Shopping with his girlf sumore. Ditching that, I got my raya heels! Woot. On the way to the car park. Khairi and Hafiiz were playing at the lazylator (escalator straight). I had to be in the way and halang Hafiiz from winning=P AND HE PUNCHED ME IN THE BLOODY TUMMY LIKE REAL FCUKING KUAT. It hurts, expectedly. So I pegang his shoulder like real kuat (saya kuat) so that he had no chance to escape. And kicked his butt. In public. Serious act of a distressed mother of 5. And yes I did say fucker to his face. And he was using it against me until today taw. As if he had learnt that word from me. I swear to God Ive heard him singing motherfcukers to Sexyback before this. I miss Gan Terk's dorky smile.

I was finding them baju melayu when they were all

"Kakak Hanis! Over here! Tadaa."

When you push aside your ego

The only way to let out your true feelings.

its sad when people you know
become people you knew
when you can walk right past something
as if they were never
a big part of your life
how you used to be able to talk for hours

But we have moved on yeah=) Cheers.