When you realise there are things youre good at

Im hopeless in studies, Im a loser for every sport existed, Im a nightmare for my parents that I cant even imagine having someone as sial batak MENGADA as me sebagai my very own daughter, Im no girlfriend material (wifey jangan cakap laa) and Im aware that Im no good friend juga(sorry loved ones). So there you go, every aspect of life that Im bad at. But on 27 of August 2006, Im proud to announce that I'd discovered, I can paint! Haha. Lame, I know.

Ok Im not good but doesnt suck at it as well. Atleast I didnt screw up as much as I thought I would. Woo. I'll post my Picasso-inspired painting titled ImaginaryCurl image soon enough=) Wait for it. Ok sounding as if ramai orang bace blog inih. Lol.

Anyway, yesterday (haripertamasekolahsetelahcutiseminggudanjugaharipersandingansiti), I had alot of fun catching up with Nabel and Izzh ♥. Not to forget, I told Iz how much I love her and appreciate her, oh wished I did told her that I want a boyfriend as funny as her during the oh-so-skema-bajet-semua-orang-suka-Pn-Wang-jadi-pengetua assembly. And she got worried that kalaulah jumpa satu balak sebest ituh, she'll be replaced. Thats too silly dear. Im so glad that me and Fath are loike.. cool? Well atleast I hope we are. Its too dumb to fight over something too small thats not worth the friendship. I feel so bad for not spending more quality time with her during the hols. I really do (feel bad). Damn. I just feel like listing out all the good times we had and so I will. Ok.

My good times with Fath:

1. Latihan Rumah Biru where you spotted him doing the bicycle kick.

2. Shopping raya at Sunway where we ditched Nabel, Aida, Hakim, Thaqif, Dare, Reena, Ilmi semase diorunk iceskating and bought the buyonegetonefree Roxy tshirts (same corak).

3. Watching Cello together2, scream together2, laugh sebab pergi scream for no reason together2, despite the fact that kita gaduh macam mane nak pronounce Cello mase beli tickets.

4. SEMUA videochat we had and yang paling memorable mase I berlagak makan baulu banyak2 then tersedar satu tin tuh baulu berkulat. Malu ok. And you sebok tunjuk Dolly Mag through the webbie, mase I belum discover kewujudan Dolly Mag.

5. Pergi Midv carik black petticoat skirt (kita selalu same taste oh) together2. Camwhore all the way=)

6.Pergi KLCC with my mom and did nothing there. Haha. Except dinner at GloriaJeans.

7. Bus ride to bomba camp. And the bomba camp itself.

8.Cheer 2006. Lets not bangkitkan JoeyG issue=)

9.Sleepover party with the bunnies. Semua nak abeskan IceMony dalam my freezer ok!

10.I.U day.

I know we had banyak lagi good times. Im sure and I hope you ingat sebab obviously you have better memory than me. Boo. Whatever happens, youre not someone Ill forget=) Tyvm.

I skipped school today and daddy didnt even ask why! Yeay!

When you run out of ideas for a title

Daddy cancelled the deal with TFS Creative this morning with undisclosed reason, after we had breakfast at Syed. I had ABC for breakfast! Woweee. The whole 6weeks training with TFS are just bullshits. Mommy suspected it as just another modelling scam. GIRLS OUT THERE, BEWARE. Even if shes wrong, IM NOT INTERESTED. Yet. Lucky for Leanna, she still has the deal with Firdaus (super talented fashion designer to be). Yeay her. As for me, I'll stay rongak for couple more months. No worries. Jobless. No worries. Brainless. No worries. Oh shit. Final exam is like weeks away. And here I am, telling people noweris noweris. Booo.

Bought some artsy stuff at Da Vinci, somewhere in Ikano. Looking forward to paint some Picasso-inspired painting to hang on my bedroom's feature wall. Oh yes. Btw, we adopted THREE more cats today. Some losers rescued them from a petshop and wouldnt want to take care of them. Ok maybe if it werent for those losers, the cats kene put to sleep. BooHoo. One of the cat was originally named Si Comel which is sooo name haiwan dalam buku teks BM mase darjah 3 ok. Daddy changed the name to Ramli Sarip sebab the voice macam serak2 rock ass rockers. But sebab dia kucing betina, mommy tukarkan kepada Ella. So Ella it is. Eww lusa sekolah!

When your sister tells you how ugly you are

she got a point. Lol.

I had Raspberry Pop Tarts for breakfast. Yummy. Im not going to crap long2 in this post because Im 1.too tired 2.outta ideas 3.having my short term memory phase 4.sleepy. But even if I dont (crap long2), I still wont be able to go to sleep since mommy is now sleeping in my bed. Due to the comfiness yes yes. Anyway, Leanna had a modelling interview somewhere in KL this morning so I tagged along. The whole family did but the lets stay focus people, this is about me. ME. Anyway both of us got the deal. Too bad that Im currently rongak so I wont be involved that much:B Oh have I told you how long I hugged Leanna the moment I saw her?? She's currently studying in UITM so I dont get to see her (or her gay bestfriend) that much. I flashed showed her my braces and she said "Eee. Too much going on. Macam ade construction work dalam your mouth." YO LAAAH. MENTANG2 GIGI BELIAU TELAH RAPI. SMACK.

We (the family) went to see our new! house just now. My room is alot smaller than what I had imagined all along. Crap. But Im super glad that daddy was in a very good mood. Which means he said yes to every request I made for my (tiny) room. Even for the black demonic wallpaper=) Today is also the day I found out that my mommy's friend's hot son is single. So what now? LOL=D

When youre miserable

but not towards the end of the day.

I woke up at 8oclock to HipsDontLie ringtone, thanks Iz. I had approximately 1 hour and 15minutes to get a hot shower and find something decent to wear to Sportsplanet before she arrives in front of my house. Wore my super fave PlayWithMe tee by Zara. And my everyday Guess jeans. Girlsguidetoorganizedwardrobe: When youve found YOUR (fit perfectly, make your legs nampak panjang, compliment your butt, lama tak basoh) pair of jeans, burn other jeans. I was playing with Garfield when Iz tibatiba showed up kat my pintu. Like those rude pemotong rumputs yang found out you tak konci pintu pagar. According to her, Garfield looks like that cat from HarryPotter but Im not a fan, so I wudnt know. Got a ride from her dad to Sprtsplanet. Thanks AddMath tuition teacher<3

Have I mentioned that I also brought along my Gosh pink and black fury bag (bak kata Syed, beg berbulu) with me? Lost it. Well not entirely my fault, because some jerk was sial and bapok enough to steal it. Luckily there was nothing valuable (unless you consider someone else's deodorant, compact powder and slippers, valuable) inside. Syed had to be a darling MrGoodGuy and made the PERHATIANSESIAPATERNAMPAKBEGGOSHPINKDANHITAM,SILAPULANGKANKEKAUNTER announcement. I shouted SIALJANGANCURIKBEGAKULAHBABI to the mic, but forgot to switch it ON, so it lacked impact.

Anyway the game was great. Except the part where Seafield tak masuk semifinal pun. But the crowd was awesome (including me, Lala and Nad). Hewew. Yeay us the school spirited people! Iz had a bitchfest with some girls from her team, typical. So I spent the whole day sitting on her warm lap (bajet nak calm kan dia), brushing aside the fact that her lutut berdarah. Sabar. Oh and I met Luke, unplanned. Raja told me ealier that Luke has this hot malay accent that she noticed when they were in Darjah Lima. Girl, he has lost it. Kita harus consider faktor2 yang berkait rapat contohnya beliau mengambil tuition BM, hobi menonton drama melayu, dan pecah suara apabila telah baligh. Hoh=) One word to describe Luke, charming. I dont care if youre going to laugh hard resembling spastic hyenas and accidentally jump off a cliff reading this, Iz. Because honestly, charming he is was. I also met Azura! My class monitor (I was the assistant) back in SK Seafield 3, 8 years ago. I used to have this sense of jealousy towards her because she's better in colouring than me. Lol. Those days yeaa. I saw her during the break (her team's break to be exact) and we hugged. She has forgotten my name and felt bad for me it. Gosh. Of course I could remember hers as it is the title of my (mom's) favourite movie. And I was like "Hey Azura kaan?" and she went "Yeah, and you are.. adoih lupa your name.. jap jap..". I wouldnt want to hear guesses such as Jenab, Kiah or Sastrowardoyo Senah so I blurted out "It's Hanis" quick enough. She said something like "Omg, you dah lawa sekarang" which made it obvious how ugly I was back then that even the current ugly me is 'lawa'. Fuh ok. Abaikan.

When the whole thing (futsal tourney) ended with resulttakbest, we (me, iz, aida, reena, izzah) realised we are terkandas there with no one to give us a ride home. All of a sudden sekor2 tersedar the need of having older boyfriends. Kasihan. So we walked home. WALKED HOME. At first, no one could convince Aida to jalan balik. So I listed out all the kebagusan berjalan. One of them was dapatmenghilangkansatulinecellulite which made her agreed. We went to Hakim's house to do a little catching up with him (hes in MRSM now. boo). Gosh we seriously missed him. Aida refused to wait till Hakim finishes mandi but me and Iz pujuk2 her like shit, so she stayed. When finally Hakim keluar, DIALAH (Aida) YANG PALING BANYAK SEMBANG. Haha. Mengada sial. We couldnt help but noticing that he has gained weight (Iz), jerawat sudah tiada (me) and beliau memakai boxer sahaja (Aida). But for the jerawat, prolly dia pakai OxxyCover (this was Iz's demonic idea), so tak heran dude:P

After sending Iz to her house, I told mommy that I had lost the bag. And she was like, giving me the whyyouneverlearnfrommistakes 3minutes lecture. When we reached home, she went around telling my bros how I'd lost the bag and they should never ikut my carelessness. When finally, daddy got home, she (in hope that daddy will marah me too) told my dad how I lost the bag. Daddy was like "Oh, so you didnt lose your things? Just the bag?". I had to laugh.

The very first day my kittens see the world! Woweee. They looked so cute with their eyes opened=D

When you get what you want

not what you need.

Went to Bangsar, again. With mommy and the Jag, again. Entered the oh-so-happening Bangsar Village just for the sake of it. The only mall that has Village Grocery, the only supermarket that sells Charm's Fluffy Bubble Stuff. Cotton candy that magically (poyo word of the day) turns into bubblegum, super fave=)

whoh semangat.

I noticed something super annoying today (well actually daaays before but wtheck), people find me more lawa lawak betty attractive with braces on. No, dont take this the perasan way, it's seriously super annoying disturbing selfdestructing irritating.. ah gelabah ah. Mommy said so. Not the gelabah part laaa. The people find me more yeah yeah shit. Crap. Cottoncandy bubblegum does funny things to you.

Got over it when we went to Hartamas Square for dinner. Had the infamous Kampung Kona's Nasi Lemak Paru. Well not exactly. I ordered sambal paru but mommy pointed the sambal daging to the bangla. And the bangla had to be all bongong and deaf and just ambek wtv mommy pointed. So yes. Sambal daging it was. Imagining eating paru while chewing the daging made no difference. Thanks alot mom.

Im in my Betty Boop's PJs now, missing out the weekly horror flick watching with pham just to do this. This lame blog. I need a life. No. What I need is another aircond for my room. Make that another two airconds.

When youre certain about something

and hope it will change over time.

I know and I'm sure that I'm no girlfriend material. Of course I would like that to change in the future. But for now, if being single is somewhat you consider dorky, then let Dorky be my middle name (oh wait, dah memang punnn). Anyway lets begin with how much i dislike answering phonecalls. Lenghty romantic phonecalls are for losers who can't get enough of each other. Being lovey dovey over the phone is plain sickening. And some jerks can get madly in love over the phone just because they find it all too easy to say one thing on the phone then another to your face. Pfft. And I effing hate indecisive boyfriend yang tak macho. Trouble is, they're in the majority. Booo. Hating the idea of going on dates doesnt help either. That statement does not include outing with a guy yang bermaksud keluar Burberry/Gucci/Chanel dengan paperbags happiness ok, tyvm. Oh and dont get me started on how much I hate not being able to flirt socialise (more) when I'm no longer single. See? I'm that freaky.

Anyway today mommy took me to a restaurant (D'Haven yaw) in Bangsar to meet up my cousins. Syaza (the forever-asking-if-im-currently-attached-cousin) said she hates my new haircut. But of course, being the polite girl she is, she never failed to tell me how beautiful I am looked. Yaya (miss big eater), keep on berebuting with Irsyad (im glad we're cuzzies or i would have to date you) to talk to me because apparently, both of them cant get enough of me. Yeay=) Anyway we had fun ordering all the foods. Chomp chomp all the way. Laugh laugh all the way. Tersedak-sedak Talk talk all the way. Thanks to us, Aunty Nana had to pay Rm223.54, cash. Yeay again=) We went to the pasar malam near the Bangsar Village (the only pasar malam yang mat salleh dan orang2 bandar semangat nak pergi) for fun. Ok foine, it wasnt for fun. Mommy wanted to buy durians and Aunty Nana had to get dessert for her dinner guest (her handsome boyf). Anyway, Yaya (still) cant get enough of me, so she keeps on pulling my hands and wanting to pinch my already red cheeks because according to her, saya terlalu comel. I sensed jealousy here. Oh no, not towards me doh, Yaya's jealous with Syaza. Syaza tends to get my attention more and tak sengaja buys cooler jeans. Adoih. I love them both, no worries there<3

u've guessed it=)

Went to the pharmacy with Irsyad (out of all people!) to get my sanitary pads (wowee) before heading to Aunty Nana's for dinner. Noticed how mengada we people are? Baru lepas makan jalan2 sikit nak makan lagiii. Sekor2 gendot babi tak ingat. But as long as we're happy, not even the word gendut can stop us (especially Yaya). Apatah lagi the word babi. Lol.

Promised myself to finish up Math workbook before the day ends. TOO BAD. Toodles<3

When youre totally sure youll never meet him again

only to find out that youre wrong.

Seriously right, how awesome is that? But we'll get to that later.

Im so angry at myself for not going to the sembahyang hajat ceremony at Khairi's school last night. I havent been very religious lately. As a matter of fact, I never have but that's another story. Because this morning Ive found out that it's my first day of menstruation (joy joy) and looking at all the possibilities, what if I'd died while having my period. Wouldn't it be great to know that at least I did some serious praying before that? Menyesal menyesal. LOL. Im such a freak. Im aware of that.

Oh and before I found out the whole period cycle this morning, I pretended to think its actually Saturday instead of Friday (and went back to my beauty sleep. tee hee) as a reason to skip school. Forgetfulness (acceptable reasoning, my ass). Since every morning Im the first person to wake up (and in charge in waking everyone up), its very easy to commit such crime. And we are talking about MY idea of a crime here people, which consists of drinking the milk straight out of the carton, staying at Iz's class for the eleventh period, and accidentally perasan mommy's DKNY perfume is mine. So yes, skipping school with shitty reasoning is a crime considering I made Khairi, Imran, and Hafiiz ponteng as well for not waking them up too=) Im the best sister ever. But it'll take some time for them to realise that of course.


Lisa (my bestest friend since like, ever. But now separated by sempadan Negeri Sembilan Selangor) tried calling couple of times. Poor girl, she never knew that I don't answer calls from unknown numbers. I know I know u called with your housephone darl (no wonder the number looks familiar doh) but too bad its not in my contact list. When (at last) I picked it up, she told me that the Puteri Gunung Ledang theater is tonite at 830pm with a tone. Yes. A tone. Like the penat tone u make when you cant reach that particular person because the network coverage is super low. Sorry girl. You looked hot tonite btw=) So when I called her again to ask her if she needed my hairdryer to set her hair, her dad was on the line. Its so sweet to know that her dad still remembers me (and my voice!) despite the fact that I don't talk to him. That much. Ngeh. Sebab I overheard he shouted "Marlisa!! Hanis ni!!! KOT!" LOL. He's adorable.

It was such a wonderful evening. Everyone there(Istana Budaya) is formally dressed, VIPs sons are hot hot creatures, my hair stays the way I wanted until the end (macam taw2 je malam penting. bagus bulu rambot), the theater sangat splendid, the hero sangat handsome, and bilek air sangat penoh and the dewan sangat penoh. And OMG! Remember the title (rujuk title jiwang di atas) I posted? Ok here it goes, me, Lisa and Lily (Lisa's very cute friend) were seated second row from the front which is very annoying sebab jantung gegor2 bila drum bukan maen semangat lagi dipukul-pukul. We didn't get to see the face of the drummer of course kerana he's like facing the play? Duh. Anyway, he had very curly hair (yang sangat besar) so i thought like, hebat pula orang tua gemok ini bermain deram. Lisa thought the same too! Wah. When the play ended siap standing ovation segala, we went outside since Lisa's mom knows the Tiara family very well (she's the secretary for that Affendy guy, Tiaras husband FYI), we had to wait for her doing some catching up with Tiara and taking pictures and signing posters and, ok lame. That's when Lisa said "oh that's the drummer guy??" which made me turn around, and I saw the hair, and yes it is him. When HE pula turned around, oh my God! It is him! That guy I met in ASK (akademi seni kebangsaan) while on a drama course, he's one of the students there and I was like drooling over him (without him knowinglah) ever since that day. I always thought like pfft wth I'll never meet him again. And there he was! With his big hair! Sweaty tired! After some awesome drum playing session for PGL! Hugging another girl! Oh babi. Luckily the girl is a fugly bitch (I mean no offence, standing next to that beautiful creature, everyone is fugly, even that handsome PGL hero) or else I would have to smack her face with my incredibly pointy heels. And judging by their body language(eceh) they are not an item. It was more like a hey-you-did-a-great-job-with-the-drum-my-friend hug. Phew. I would like to thank Allah for letting me meet him the second time. I guess if you believe in something and hold on to it, one day it'll come true. Thank you God ever so much. Please please let it happen again (and this time give me the courage to make the first move). I promise not to secretly curse my Math teacher that often. Please. Lisa snapped me some of drummerboy's photos (Lisa I love you for that more than I love you for getting me free tickets, LOL) but Im too lazy (and clueless) to upload it here.


THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG. woohoo. I've always wanted a blog since everyone's so into it. Hmph. Jealous. Ngee. I crap a lot. Its good to know there's a way to crap a lot, online.

I've found my tall-curly-haired-drummer-boy (or should i call him our local Fab Moretti?), have you found yours? (intentionally asking Raja). Toodles<3