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Ms Unhappy Dolly came the other day. We acted as if nothing had happened. And we were like OH HYEEEEE. Pretty Boy called the other day. I was fast asleep. Boo that. I went to Nabil's house the other day. After school. Realised he looked seriously macho with untucked schools shirt. First time tengok dia tak skema. LOL. I got my paycheck the other day. Mengada mintak awal. Happiness. Amy (its Helmi but haha wtv) came the other day. Brighten my day sial. Peng texted me the other day. I was more than happy. I thought hes too busy for SPM sampai no time for me=) To my one and only girlfriend, FARRAH AISHAH AQLIMA, HPPY BRTHDY. Promised her nak take her out the other day. But Haiqal already did that for me. Right syg? So I takyaah la membazer:P

that's my girlfriend youre looking at.

ALOT OF THINGS HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY KERANA SAYA MALAS NAK UPDATE BLOG INIH.

SEKIAN TERIMA KASEH.

Oh I skipped school today. Terlalu malas nak ambek History Paper. Didnt have time to study. Good shows on TV almost setiap masa okeh. Ive never ponteng my monthly test before. Haha bila final agak mengadalah. Curse Khairi for nt waking me up to sahur today. Lapar ah. I need to go shopping with Leanna like real bad=(

Why I love certain people so much

20 September 2006

My first day at work! Woot. Working as a cashier at my mommy's restaurant=) Part-time. Prolly everyday afta school I'll drop by and help here and there. Mase keje jadi cashier tuh teringat ok yang Squidward kate "Come again. When I'm not working here." Sengau. Haha. Daddy said Im the pelaris for that restaurant sebab we collected more when I'm around. I KNOW RIGHT. Hee. Basically tak ramai pelanggan hot sebab that restaurant macam typical malay restaurant. But but theres this guy like gila comel. Makan with his loveable chubby buddy. Masa nak bayar the friend asked me for Dunhill satu. And I'm like.. "Err Dunhill berapa ah?" (haha cashier bodoh first timer dah la tak pernah isap rokok). And chubby buddy was like senyum senyum "Lima ringgit.. lima ringgit." And Mr gila comel was like poking chubby buddy with his elbow and said to me "Tak tak lime ringgit tiga. Lime ringgit tiga." And I was secretly laughing but glad Mr comel ade. Or else chubby buddy would have gotten away with my 30sen. Lol. And theres this group of makcik like gila havoc. Masok2 kedai biseng oh. Pastu termakan tapai basi. YES. Haha. But she got a refund of course. Sebab mommy was too nice. Sebok only. Finished my bio notes chapter3. Sambil jadi cashier semangat buat nota. Bangga. Uncle Ari came and was like "Waah rajin". I know. And was telling my dad how tall I am. I know. First day at work seemed fine. Im not asking for gaji ok. But more than that. Yeay. Ade ke 6hours of working mommy offered 40bucks je. Hish hish. Orang nak shopping spree=P

21 September 2006

We had kenduri bacaan yassin and doa selamat at the restaurant today. Afta Isyak. Nabil and Iz came! TERHARU BODOH. Love. Boo to others (cuba kalau new years eve sleepover party. nt inviting). Except Fath cuz I heard she wnted to come so much. Wanis had to go to the hosp. Ade emrgncy. So yea. Marya texted me out of the blue. It goes something like "Congrats on your new rstrnt. Xoxo." We had a bitchfest ages ago. I tried to patch things up. It didnt work. Syaza and Irsyad came! Danny came! Leanna's friends came! Eddie tak dataaaang. Boo. Lama tak jumpaa ok. Boo. Uncle Alex came. I hope he'll recover fast. He's not as cheerful as before. I know death is not something you can accept easily. But yea. He's Dicky's father btw. My sinus has gotten worse. Leanna told me nt to eat macam seafood2 and stuff cuz later my nose will get itchy. And I was like tak pernaah pon. And it did. For the first time. Sial ah. Towards the end kami adik beradik sangat penat. So we baring2 shared one pillow (me, khairi, hafiiz, imran) on the tikar. Alisya was dancing (I seriously dnt knw whts up with her) to songs. Have I told you the new maid is superb awesome? She's the real Wander Wumen. Byebye.

And before I go, this is my the latest craze fyi:

Lirik My Heart
By Irwansyah ft. Acha

Di sini kau dan aku

Terbiasa bersama

Menjalani kasih sayang

Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai

Hari paling indah

Ku ukir nama kita berdua

Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain

Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar

Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah

Sayangku akan hilang...

If we love somebody

Could we be this strong

I will fight to win

Our love will conquer all

I wouldn't risk my love

Even just one night

Our love will stay in my heart

My heart...my heart...

When you dont feel like posting

you'll post two-three days in one post. Lets begin.

15 September 2006

Izzh wasnt around. That much. Puan Tan (think evil) made her do stuff she refused to. But Izzh is pretty weak. Haha. She cant even voodoo people she wants. As if I can. Boo. I was spending time with Nabil and Mervin the whole time. Well not actually spending time, more to mengannoy Mervin the whole time. I did one of White Chick's "Your momma so ugly that her breast milk turned powder" dengan effect tiup kapur dari tangan siap. Haha. Mervin havent heard of it before and was laughing like a mad ass. Kept asking me to ulang the joke. Nabil laughed along dengan ikhlas=P. Later, Mervin asked Nabil something about being satisfied with his look. And then he told me that I looked like a doll (for the third time). I bet he's referring to a fat bald china doll with round round black shades that would shake their butt responding to the sound of a clap. Or maybe just like any other gay friends that I have, he thinks I'm pretty attractive. Think positive lebeh2 pulaaak. I LOVE GAYS. DAMN JUJUR. Haha. Ok lame.

16 September 2006

Went to Shah Alam to meet mommy. Shes on a course of something2. We were very excited to see her. Eventho baru tak jumpa for like sehari. Thats what I called love=) Had a buffet. At De Plama Inn. The no star hotel. I made this one up. But the food was fine. And we were like the only people there. So the food macam banyaklah kan. Yeay. Nabil texted me and told me about the MTV Award. So I made the waitress turn the TV on. Shakira tak menang2, so we left. Haha padahal nak pergi CEC Concert kat PJ. It's Alisya's first and last kindergarden concert. We had alot of fun cheering for her. SHES VERY SERIOUS AND CONSTANT IN EVERY STEP OF THE ROUTINE. Doesnt looked like a 6 year old dengan make up and sanggol rambot segala kerana terlalu bagus. Other performances were as good so umm yea, great night out. Memang muhibah gila that concert. Eventhough I had to like wrestle dengan this Indian woman who was real fat and halang-ing me from getting off my seat. Luckily my legs panjang so I rudely langkah her. YES. Wicked pleasure. Blablabla. Had supper at the Kelana Jaya's A&W. Remember the playground they used to have. The one with smelly(bunch of kids peed here and there) maze. I missed that.

17 September 2006.

Iz had planned this outing(Sunway Pyra) for weeks. And bila tiba masa, shes the one taboleh pergi. So we had to have fun without her. Hehe. Before buying my popcorn, I had to settle the seating plan with Fath. No one wanted to sit besides Nabil ok kecuali Aida. Yeay. So we had one round of Wantujus. I keluarkan batu and Fath keluarkan air. So sebelah Nabil it was. Boo. Aida was laughing the whole time. Sial je dah chop seat tengah awal2. So it was like Fath-Aida-Nabil-Me-Smelly guy- Smelly guy's girlf. Watched the Indon movie we've been wanting to watch. Heart, typical love story. Sad, but typical. Luna had no real face expressions. Lips too thin I guess. Rachel was awesome. And petitely cute. Pharrel (Farel sbnrnyer) tak handsome from the beginning sampai habis. But he made me cried in the end. So 2 Kudos for that. Storyline, terlalu straightforward. Soundtrack, dinyanyikan oleh sitakhensem. Have I told you the guy that sat next to me was like real smelly. NABIL OH. BUKAN NABIL OK. HAHA. Wtv. Bought lawnmower watergun for Hafiiz. Its his birthday. I LOVE YOU HAFIIZ. BE A GOOD BOY FOR ONE DAY AND DONT SLEEP WHILE YOURE HAVING SHOWER. THNKS. We went to Rio to watch GnG futsal match. Salah timing or what but they werent there. So I blamed Aida who wouldnt blame herself. ADOIH. Tompang Nabil's dad for a ride home. No one was home. Celebrate beday tak ajak siot. Luckily ToysRUs je. EH SIAL TOYS'R'US! So Nabil's dad suggested staying at their house sekejap. And so I did. Sukaa eh. The whole pham was like real nice. Very warm, offered me dinner, treated me like his girlfriend let me be in control of the TV. My dad picked me up before I had the chance to dine bersama his pham. His mom was like "Laaaah tak sempat makan sini" and I was like dengan tak malunya "Nak bungkus" "Takper aunty, lain kali je laah". End.

What makes you happy

What makes you happy? I'm not asking you. Its just something nice to start off with. But if you wish to list it out, do create your own blog and post everything you feel like posting from what makes you happy, what makes you unhappy, what makes you super unhappy, what makes you happy but secretly unhappy, so on and so forth. Crap. Anyway, as for me (whos asking but wth. Its my blog) family, friends, and good food totally makes me happy=)

And today is definitely a happy day for me. I didn't apologize to my dad. Yet. Because he's acting like he has forgotten all about it. And and I know he forgives like damn easily and and I shouldn't take it for granted and all. But but but. Urghh. Why laaaaa. But we're cool. Mat Kool.

I had ABC for recess (typical). With Dian (typical). Nth much happened in school. Paling interesting pun when Dian (formerly known as Iz) had asked me to stayback for the free eleventh period (she bribed me with ABC!) and so I did. Cannot resist. Ngee. Reena and KANUN (what with girls, crushes, and nicknames???) had laughable adorable connection (or should I say sparks?) going on just now. When I was busy makaning my ABC. Mereka super duper comel. KANUN was like hell comel smiling2 to her. Pandang but malu2 bodoh. Bodoh but COMEL I must say. Blablabla. I hate schooling. But Dorris didnt come today. So school was fine I guess. But if NG yang tak datang, Id be jumping for joy. Wait. I already did that when me and Dian made Patrick on the canteen table with sisa2 ABC. Boo.

Not to forget, while I was waiting for Pn Daisy to enter the Bio lab, I saw Gan Terk Yeong on his way to the boy's toilet. Gan Terk (or Terk Yeong to others, oh shut it Aida) is like this tall cute dorky dude who lives in the world of his own. Unnoticeable among my friends not until I had big secret little tiny crush on him. Haha. AIDA KAW SADAP. Irina was like all over him when she'd found out I like adore him. SIBUK. I KNOW. But Irina's gone now. Pindah to a school where its compulsory to wear tudung. Woohoo! Finally! Somewhere you belong. Okok. Back to my story. I saw him so I called out his name. I was like "GAN TERK!" in a high pitch. He looked up (I was at the second floor) and smiled. And I was teruja and I said like "HYE!!" and he was like "Hyee.." still with a smile. A smile so dorky, it melts my heart. My eyes sparkled abit. Hell yes it did. Hahah lame, I know.

Nabil had asked me to teman him renew his specs kat Taipan. I agreed. I agreed. Curse him for feeling pening and needed to sleep masa I had already siap sedia. Boo you. NAK TIMEOUT CHOC WITH FLAKES SATU=) But kami pergi juga. Walaupun tiada Nabil. So I picked up Dian and Wani. Spent like prolly less than 30 minutes kat Hypermedia and Ozri called. He came by sekejap and off we went to Kopitiam. Wani was complaining that the food there tak halal and stuff. I didn't mind of course. WTV, they're food whaaat=P Okeh gendut. So Ozri suggested Burger King. I didn't mind (again) kerana he insisted (bukan dipaksa. haha tipu) on paying. And so BK it was. Yummy. I think Thaqif paid for everything sebab Ozri and his I-forgot-my-wallet trick actually worked, but whatever right. Janji hari ini bahagia. We went to Baskin for dessert. Mengada piggies! I think Thaqif paid for that too tho Im not sure if Ozri's gonna pay him back or wtv. Haha thanks a lot dudes. We had fun. Eventho Ozri emo after kami makan dengan happy menggunakan duit beliau gaduh with the girlf. But whatever right. Hahah=D I had Super Blueberry and Dian accidentally picked ChocChipCookies and sebok2 tumpang makan my delicious Berries. Eee.

I actually walked home! And did some Math homework! Today! Two miracles in a day. Phew. We jalaned home right after me and Dian had jakun2ly discovered the maxis bill machine with touchable screen! Wani paid her phone bills. Terer oh pompuan neh. Dian jakunly used that machine nak checks her bill. RM8. We had to laugh. Mine was RM556. We had to laugh harder. Gila. Dian sent me to my house. With her bike (bukan remp-it eh. neh beskal) and I stood at that thing yang dekat tayar tuh. Lol. I KNOW I WAS LIKE SUPER DUPER HEAVY LEPAS MAKAN (EVEN SEBELUM) BUT DIAN WAS LIKE SUPER DUPER KUAT. So tak kesaaaah laaa=) Im too gay to function right now. So goodnight.

When daddy says no

to something you are really looking forward to.

I'm going to get to the bitter part of the day later. For now lets just focus on the fun things. Me and Iz planned earlier to puasa together. And so we did. We smsed each other during sahur time. And it was hilarious and fun. Today, I (and almost half of the school) missed the first period (and mine was math! With puan NG! yeay) because we skipped Saturday classes. Joy. During recess me and Iz tahan the godaan of abang ABC. So we sat dekat other table (bunnies were having abc ok. hish) and chatted. Gossiped to be exact. Makruh or issit batal terus? Makruh je laa. Righht. Oh Izzah was awfully quiet today. But not towards the end of the day. Mase she was quiet tuh I was quite worried ok. Is it me and my puasa breath?? Lol. But bila dia dah terujaa dah annoying plak biseng2 orang tengah tidur mase Chemistry lesson ok.

And now the bitter part. I followed mommy and daddy to pick up Khairi kat tuition. So yeaaa. Everything was fine. Until someone (I swear to God it was my dad) brought up the are-you-certain-about-your-future topic. Hence, we had the talk. THE TALK. And I swear to God we had this talk earlier and daddy was super duper supportive at that time. And this time. HE WASNT. I know he has forgotten all about it (the talk we had earlier) which includes what I wanted to do in the future and where he stands and how I still need his financial and moral support. So we had like a debate. Informal weekly monthly father-daughter debate. He was telling me that pursuing career in the fashion industry aint gonna bring me any good. And I was like BUT YOU SAID and he was like I KNOW WHAT I SAID (no you dont) AND I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT and I was like BUT YOU SAID (again) and he was like blablabla. I couldn't recall but Id recorded it in my phone though (clever I know). I made powerful comments like "Youre always like that. The problem is you never listen" and "Dad you're shredding me into pieces!" (actually not me, but my dream. But since I was in tears and trying hard not to talk shit and all, eventually I did) And I was like using only one language (Eng) because saying things like "Masalahnya, ayah tidak pernah dengar" dan "Ayah, kaw sedang mengshred dahku kepada kepingan2" TAKKAN MEMBANTU. Mommy was like weirdly quiet at all times. I bet she had secretly waited for me to say skematic BM stuff wanted me to be a fashion designer.

After the argument debate stopped, mom and dad were like trying too hard in cooling things down. NOT WORKING. Khairi was also quiet throughout the whole thing (typical). But I hope he doesn't tiru my act of rudeness or anything because there's no more room in this family for another ass*. And of course, in the end, Id realized that dad playing the wonderful father role in my life just wanted the best for me (and 5 other kids he owns but wtv). Tomorrow, I'll make sure tht first thing in the morning (or after I kissed him goodbye and off to schl), Ill apologize to him for the way I talked to him and other GodKnowsWhat.

I LOVE YOU DAD.

Serious mate tengah gila puffed. Sorry about my bad grammar. Malas nak check.

When mommy says no

Friday 080906, we (patrick and me) had our very first (and def not last) school canteen's ABC! Super yummy. Sharing made it yummier. Duh. Mommy taught me that=) Anyway I paid seringgit and Iz paid limeplohsen. I handed her the money of course sebab dealing with the abang-kentin-takder-expression adalah senang buat beliau kerana dia hebat menahan gelak. Unlike me. Haha. While we were having our ABC, I mumbled something (I cant recall! haha) and Iz balased me in a complete sentence. She actually understands what I mumbled! Macam Gary ngn Spongebob! Wow she continues to amaze me each day. And she ate all the icey part. I ate all the bende2 part. Lol. Its official, kami partner makan ABC.

She ajaked me to watch Heart (that new indon movie di mana heronyer tak hensem dan bermuka jewang) yesterday. Oh Wanis ajaked me too btw. Ngeh. But I seriously doubt that mommy gonna say yes. I have tons of housechores to do. I need to finish start my AddMath study with Leanna since today is her last day here. BOOOHOOO. And Im outta cash. Unless, she being the boyfriend type that she is, would belanja me. Ok too dreamy. Oh the last time I watched a movie pun masa dengan Naufal, Farrah and Haiqal. Bnchwrmers baby, which is like AGESSS ago. Hoh I miss that. After Farrah and Haiqal left us (tq grrh), Naufal belanjaed me at Secret Recipe. He had Lasagna (sharp doh memory) and I had Spaghetti Bolognese. The first suap and Naufal menangis. Naufal menangis. Overwhelmed. Eh TAK. Kepanasan. Hotness. Haha. Lets do it again! Lets!Lets!

Anywaaaay, mommy changed my room design (again!) because daddy said I damn bodoh for having a single bed in a big(righttt) room. English patah. Damn bodoh right? Mommy said how am I suppose to have someone over for the night if I can provide the place for them to sleep. Lantai selesa apaa. Ohkae fine lah! Your money people. Your money.

I have loads to do today and I miss Farah Ardlina way too much. We need to watch something. Hahah. (Peringatan: Jangan tengok wayang di KLCC, panas penuh porn penat ok.)

Later

Mommy ordered pizzas (3rd time this week). Aunty Nadia and Aunty Nana came over. Aunty Nadia brought her children along. Woohoo. After chomping like mad at our house, we went to our new house. Just showing them around etc. After that, we ate at this typical self-tittled malay restaurant somewhere in Shah Alam. Man Big eater whoh. Had tom yam for dinner. Leanna's favourite. Oh shit. I miss her now=(

What do you do when you cant turn back time

Dicky passed away last Saturday (020906). Al-Fatihah~ Like damn sedih ok. I cried mase kt masjid before the funeral. He selalu ingatkan people that time's a valueble thing. Sangat benar. Paling saddening bila teringat what he said to me when I was grounded, something like "Cepat2 la grow up, nanti I can take you out." And me being the demanding girl that I am, balased "Take me on a cruise!". Boooo lah. And I called him Dick walaupun he hated it. Sigh. Oh I really hope what had happened can change me into sembayanging 5 times a day. Selalu kurang ok.

Anyway, I missed school today. Terpaksa pulang ke kampung kerana my mommy's uncle passed away (too). Sigh (again). Al-Fatihah~ (again, eh this one is good for you too ok). So I didnt pass up my PEKA report today. Hopefully Daisy tak membebel esok. Im too lazy for anything right now. So goodbye. And oh, boys are liars.

When you don't think you did any harm

Lame oh tak update. Ever since Iz helped me with pembetulan grammar. Lol. Thx syg=) From now on, any grammatical error shall be forgiven or you may click that red square button at the top right.

On wednesday (and friday jugaa), SEMUA orang tak sangka I would turn up dekat skool. Haha nampak sangat diri ini jahat hobby ponteng=) Had fun filming Daisy the pouty Bio teacher, with Nabil. Giggled all the way. Anyway not even one innocent loser told me that afta recess (and afta sambutan merdeka) ader pembelajaran. So yea, I didnt bring my books and brought my handphone. Yeay. Oh and geram Izzah promised nak datang school but she didnt. Oh wait. That reminds me of what I selalu buat. GeeeeXD

I LOVE puasaing with mommy. Sahur selalu makan food yang best2. Buka lagi laaa. Gosh. So far dah ganti baru dua hari ok. Another 18 more days to go. Booo.

Today, I went to OU with Raja and Izzah. Weeeee. Second last day of megasale ok. Had planned earlier to go with Nabil and Aida and Tyn, but Nabil got sick. So everything was cancelled. Well not entirely since I got permission from daddy and money from mommy=) Aida texted me the night before saying that Nabil cudnt make it and everything is cancelled and had asked me to tell Izzah about it. And I heard nothing from Tyn. Not even a tiny bit. So I decided to have a girls day out with Raja and Izzah instead. And so we did! Woot.

First, we picked up Izzah. Seriousshit I love her hair. Very classy and vogue and omg. Fuh. Shes looking fineee. Next stop, Raja's house. Finding it was agak memeningkan. Lol. Seperti bimbo with a map. We passed rumah Farah Ard and I seriously missed her. Banyak gila gossip nak kene bagitaw before ianya basi. Help. Mommy was like "Ok, ni rumah Farah" and I was like "Waaah ingat!". Raja proved Wanis right when she turned out looking like a doll. Handed me her famous kek batik. I was thrilled. No kidding!

Ou was fine. Masuk banyak kedai but sekor2 gila fussy beli baju. So in the end Raja bought a skirt and thats it. Lol. We ate at the MyNews cafe (i thnk. haha). Chomp2 gila best. Izzah dah buncet dah tak larat nak piker ape2. Raja makaaaaaan je ok. Nak order banana split siap. NASEB BAEK WAITER KATA AISKRIM DAH HABES OK. Haha. Evil me. I was doing my I-dont-eat-chicken routine and Raja bought it. Lol. So she finished my chicken. Or atleast I thnk she did. Adoih too gendot la at that time. But the highlight of the day is when Izzah said she wanted to punch me in the face for saying "Kaw nak makan kat sini ke" too many times. Haha. Not to forget the vest I wanted to buy and made me MMS my mom. She saw the vest+dress and said no, tak outstanding. Eee damn bad.

We went to Hartamas Square for dinner. Woot. Raja and Izzah share nasi lemak gila comel oh. Sebab diorunk rakan sekolah agama ketika muda (wlupon Izzah had a hard time recalling this). Bah! I had satay, yummy. But terlalu full argh. Hoh. I looked chubby in every picture we took. So too bad.

Cake batik buat orang high. Aaaah.